hmmm... i really appreciate your help... but the thing is... i don't know how to be me.
i learn by watching others draw and by looking at peoples drawings... if that person i'm watching drawing or a pic of a drawing im looking at uses a curtain style then my drawings turn out looking like the style i saw then it changes depending on who i saw draw next or by looking at another drawing with a different style.
it just happens... it's like im just good at copying...
here you can see by my drawings how the style changes from one to another
http://www.bleachanime.org/forums/sh...ad.php?t=42232
and here u can see that after watching too many bleach episodes my drawing turned out looking in bleach style.. i wasn't even thinking when i drew it
http://www.bleachanime.org/forums/sh...ad.php?t=52279
and here you can see how good i am at copying rather than making up stuff
(copied shaman king from comic)
http://www.bleachanime.org/forums/sh...ad.php?t=46167
(copied Kaien from youtube and ichigo's face from one's original drawing)
http://www.bleachanime.org/forums/sh...ad.php?t=43485
believe me now? i don't know what's wrong with me... i don't know how to be myself when i draw...