[一 Division] Rant Or Respite

[pita55kol]

Here, you may make journal entries about your real life, or your life as a shinigami.
it's the time for you to express your feelings through a diary. You may express your problem patients and share your real life adventures with the others. You can either make your own entry, or comment on other entries as well. Have fun and enjoy!

All Forum Rules Apply

[Athena]

Dear Diary~

It's another rainy night here and unfortunately I can't sleep again. I keep thinking where did we go wrong.. Zero and I traveled so far to reach my brother just for him to get killed right in front of us. I wish I could sleep but its all I can see every time I close my eyes! It makes me so angry what that coward of a hollow did to him. He'll pay... very soon.

*Sigh*

Well on a lighter note the division is looking a lot better then last month, and I've even been promoted! It feels good to have some good news every now and again. *Yawns* Well its late.. I think its time for me to call it a night.

Akane M.

[Mitsune05]

Dear Athena,

Must be quite painful to see your brother killed right in front of you. I can't really know that, since my brother is alive and safe in the 3rd division, but i hole you'll feel better really soon. I'm here to support you, little one. I'm glad that you were promoted though. You deserved your seat and i see you're working hard. The more you work and you're around to learn new things, the higher you'll get in our ranking board.

xoxo
Mitsu ^-^

Now to make my first entry to, i swear that i hate psychology almost as much as i hate maths. I have only this night left to study on psychology, and absolutely nothing gets in my brain, it's just hard to do this, after a whole day working on my geography project xD Sometimes i wish i was a robot.

BA wise, i haven't been much around and i apologize. Or i didn't seem to be around >.> I've been stalking you all the time

Signed
-Fukutaichou

[DivineShinigami]

May 13 2012 - 11:29 PM

Dear Diary

This my first entry ever. I have never wrote a Diary. I have no idea what to write here. As far as i can see , you write your emotions, what happened and stuff like that. Here it goes. recently I feel neglected by everyone. It feels like the whole world is crashing down on me. To make the matters worse, I have no idea how to react to this situation. That is enough for tonight

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Madara

[Athena]

Dear Diary~

It feels great to know that I'm not alone. Regardless how hard my struggles are with not knowing where the rest of my family is I still have my division family. <3

Akane. M

RL~ *sigh* I swear if it isn't one thing its another... Particularly with men for me :/ in one week I have 3! not 1 not 2 but THREE boys angry at me. And why? Because apparently since they can't control their feelings they have a problem with me.. Can't be mad at people who feel that way but gosh be reasonable! How can you hate me coz I don't wanna date you? ): I really don't understand some people.. School is gonna such so hard this week >___< Maybe I should distance myself from guys ;~;

@ Mitsu~ Being a robot would be ossim I would love to have a clone that loves' school and work xD

@Madara~ If that's rl then I really hope your ok soon <3

[pita55kol]

Name: Deidara
Date: 5-14-12
Time: 18:31pm
Mood: Pressed

Journal Entry -1- Real Life

Today started pretty okay but it turned to be not so good. I woke up this morning very tired after a very short sleep. When I went to school my teacher told me I should do a test of a whole book and I wasn't ready for it, so I asked her to make it in Wednesday instead and she agreed. On my way home I met an old friend who I saw about an year ago. She ran to me and startled me from behind all full of happiness. I talked to her and about two hours later I remembered that I should return home to study for the test, I could not waste any more time and I waved her for goodbye.

At home I started to read the book, the words in it are very high and exceptionally complex *sigh* But I succeeded at reading the whole thing and luckily I understood entries, the only problem is that I have no idea how to answer questions about it. I started to create questions and answer them while checking in the book if I'm right. I hope that I'm ready for it, will update you at Wednesday about it.


~The End~

[Shukei]

I've never really done a diary thing either but I'll give it a try.

RL:

Dear diary,

I thought things would get easier once I graduated high school 2 years ago but now it looks like they've gotten way more complicated. I thought I had a clear goal outlined about what I wanted to major in now that I'm in college but I'm starting to lose interest in that major. And now I'm having trouble finding anything that would interest me enough to make a career out of. I don't have a lot of money and can't afford to just float around in college forever trying to figure it out, but this isn't a decision I should make lightly because whatever I pick I'll be doing it for the rest of my life probably. I still have a few semesters to decide while I get prerequisite classes out of the way but it still seems overwhelming to have all this freedom to choose.

-Kyle


Mitsu- Stalking is just a fancy way of saying you're still around.

Madara- Sorry to hear that, I'm having some trouble reacting to some things myself. :/
Not much insight I can give besides maybe try some new things. If you try to change then other things might follow suit and get better as well.

Ari- If those guys are going to flat out hate you for not dating them then you probably shouldn't bother talking to them anymore. Doesn't seem like they realize that rejection is just a part of life and its bound to happen. It would be like climbing a mountain and then getting mad cause you got a few cuts and scrapes on your way to the top. xD

Dei- Good luck. ^_^

[DivineShinigami]

05/15/2012 - 02:14 AM

Dear Diary

I gave up from my homework. Impossible to solve the problem so i just gave up >_> . I had a strange lecture in school, it was looooool. I wish it could just stop. It hurts too much T.T . Time for bed and another morrow *SIGHS*.

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Madara

@All: thank you guys/girls

[Athena]

Dear diary~

RL<3

@Sarah~ I'm sure you'll Ace it (:

@Kyle~ My thoughts exactly two of em are younger and very disrespectful >.> Kids these days xD Unfortunately they still are mean so we're no longer friends u_u
You sound like my older brother o.o in college I mean *nods* I heard that trying to find the best career for you is very hard my brother went in undecided

@ Madara~ *Huggles* No problem (:

Well things are fine I suppose just starting to work on my massive projects v.v I really dunno how much free time I'll have but I'll definitely try to remain active <3

[Mitsune05]

Dear Ari-chan,

Errrr.... boys >.> Yeaaaaah... do you actually like any of them? Or none at all? Anyway, it's not... really their business, and they can't get angry all they want. They can't force you to date them. They are big boys, they'll understand and finally get used with this fact. Yeah, would be good to keep distant from them for a while neh...

*Stalks a bit more through the Book of Secrets* I agree with Kyle. >.> Ignore them

Dear Sarah-chan,

I know it's extremely awesome when you meet old friends. Personally i like when i see people i haven't seen in ages and i see how much they changed. Not to mention all the memories that come along with this xD On another hand, good luck studying D8 I know it's a pain!

Dear Kyle,

Kinda the same with me right now. I'll soon have to start deciding what Uni i wanna go to, but my main problem is that i dunno what exactly interests me and what will bring me money in the future, not to mention i want something i'm good at. I really know how you feel neh T.T

Now... my turn... errr... not much to say. Just having a lot of work, exams and tests. Gonna die. Soon. Very very soon. God kill me...

Hugs
-Mitsu